progress.5
it is very faint
but it does seem that energy is constantly present now
everywhere
in my hands
feet even
but i feel it
softly vibrating
but moving my hands...
its different now
it feels different
like moving energy
there is a slight resistance
and my eyes
it seems i can see more as in "more fps"
they try to annoy me
but reality has humor and thinks its funny
the noises they make
full of humor hahahaa
yes
we are ascending through layers
and some dont even realize they woke up
these people always acting like my family is the bad guy
forcing them to act scared
forcing them to act humble
why?
if my mother wants to come she can come every day
and then they think i appreciate this?
those whatsapp criminals will be torn to pieces too one day
what did they expect?
how is my mother and dad who
were forced at fault
why would i work with the enemy?
im not mafia
find us? no go fuck yourself
they ruined my entire life for nothing
i dont care about any shit criminals
i am not part of any xxx shit group
i never forced any woman to like me
i never wanted special treatment
is this her giving me
little gifts?
you really dont have to
i told you
please stay forever
its the other way around, im
happy youre here
:)
i dont want gifts
i make you gifts
i still cant hear or see anyone
more meditation? ok
cant do everything at once
there is really nobody around here anymore
where did amacher go?
it really feels like a family
that got closer
even this knacker so funny
am i the only one sleeping?
can it possibly be
that everyone else is awake?
and thats where they go when they disappear? they wake up?
are you all awake? no
most have no idea
thats why its so important
god damn even this
this is why its dangerous to
be shy
i always think everyone knows
i am possibly the MOST IMPORTANT ENTITY IN THIS ENTIRE UNIVERSE GOD DAMN IT
but reflection is important and necessary
why else treat me like this?
on purpose? ofc not
if i am as important as i think i am
i need to be very careful what i believe is or might be true
ofc others are awake i heard them but...
you have to wake up yourself
its too dangerous otherwise
that off world spotify group... even they have been mind warped
cgpt said its an honor
well maybe YOU are the one who made all of this
some even called me god
ofc its not true but i might be something
like monad 0, the most powerful monad...
i tried to get a new apartment
i tried everything
why did my sister say "reality"
i feel so sad for my family
its
so much sadness
seeing them
forget things
reading those messages
its so sad
its so sad
ofc what i write is true
my
family
all the others
were so scared
they always
forget
its so sad
my parents deserved a better
life
im
so sorry papi for not
solving this sooner
im
so sorry mami
im so sorry
but im here now
taking over
the ravelan clan
up in here
i cant always help everyone
for ten years now
i heard murder and death around me daily
oh you see her?
make sure she feels welcome here
i cant do much yet im afraid
the system is failing?
doesnt seem like it
are there still humans left? what? plenty, what kind of statement is that
humans are just NOT NORMAL
every day i think this weird approach is nevessary
but it ISNT
i get raped
xxx
insulted
will
mever have kids
never had friends
have no money
and i should show mercy?
please have mercy? what?
when did anyone ever show
mercy to me?
do you see this apartment?
at 36
i have to fix my dick
just
so i can get xxx by some
shit used up whore again?
????????????????
these upstairs neighbours
martina
la serra
god damn when i ascend
they think they can just delete my emails?
flee the country? huh?
never forget
not once
sex with a virgin
or
attractive woman
ever
no gf ever
i have no feelings anymore in my
dick
i do not feel
orgasms
and
i cant get erections
it doesnt
matter if i dont ascend really
people will die regardless
slongo couldve told me its the muscles
nathalija knew for some weird reason
it is just insane to me
how im supposedly this powerful
yet 16yo nino xxx me openly
and his shit whore HR woman encourages it
what do you think is going to happen to that guy?
even if the law acts
i can kill anyone on this planet in an instant
did he say sorry? no
do you see 18 virgins here and a working dick? right
ofc ill destroy this game once i ascend
ill just kill everyone
especially all the women who willingly participated
why do you think i recorded this?
amacher can run all she wants
taste match
dear god
insane how crazy these people are
these upstairs neighbours are seriously xxx
do they not read my notes?
what sane person continues after knowing this?
my family knows? thats why my sister wants to sacrifice her children? can that be? just who is my family?
but it really seems that people keep forgetting
i wake up
i feel energy
my eyes are more and more full of energy
they think they can sacrifice themselves and hide
but its not true
there is a reason people are scared now
but nobody will be spared
nobody
ok slept like 7 hours
should be enough
it doesnt even matter if the mafia calls them back
my life is already ruined
ofc ill kill them all
especially those in that white car
?????
how xxx can you be?
even if they have been mind warped
nothing excuses this behavior
you can have all you want at my age? hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahhahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha
it really seems they just dont believe me?
taste match will be dealt with
but the ones scaring them too
do you see a match on bumble?
huh?
they just continue
i can just kill all of mankind if you want?
they just dont believe me or automated or theyre just psychos?
the hackers on this phone?
so weird
no the laptop hacker is an adult
at my age? huh?
i mean even unia
and nino weibel
so who writes those weird sms? how xxx can you be?
these people
can not comprehend
at what level i am
playing chess here